Last week i bumped into my old "buah hati" or more like big crush...along with his wife n 2 kids. It happened that we now live in the same area. What a small world! Anyway...i must admit he still looks the same since the day we left college..gemuk sikit la kut..but still friendly as he can be..his wife is ok too..a bit shy though. Then i remembered my conversation with a friend recently. I was at one of the open house where i met with her ex. And as soon as i told her about it, the first question she asked, "sapa cantik lagi..kita ka bini dia?" and myself being so jahat...answered, "mestilah kita yg lawa lagi heheh" and the conversation keep going on and on until finally i gave her the answer she's been waiting for.. "ya la...memang hang la yg cantik lagi....memang rugi la si-ex tu ". Am not trying to tease her or what by bringing up this story (sorry byk2 ye mek) but its true..women.. we like comparing things. The same thing happened to me that day. When MD stood there talking to him, i was telling myself those two were so different in so many ways. One..whom i had crush for so many years.. memang crush habis-habisan la..sekampung pulak tu..am willing to help him in any ways..assignment, $$ ..on the other hand MD..a sabahan ( dulu i was so strict about not having boyfriend other than org utara so that senang nak balik raya ) willing to do anything for me..believe it or not according to him i am his first love... Alhamdulillah..i make the right choice. Although now i have to take turn everytime hari raya comes :o( ..tapi its alright. MD gives me more than that. Moral of the story tak kisahlah sapa cantik or what..the most important is the choices we make. Make the best out of it and let bygones be bygones!

ps: at the end of the day..think moi cantik lagi compare to my old crush punya wife tu hehehhe jahatnya!!!