Monday, December 31, 2007

Welcome 2008

Dear Friends..
Just want to wish all of you a very "happy new year". May 2008 brings us more happy moments and luck. New year wont be complete without new resolutions..yeah..as for me, am hoping for good health for myself and family. Also i'll try to be a better person ( actually this should be our everyday resolution kan..) to my dearest MD,my parents n inlaws,my kids, my siblings, my friends and all human beings. There are few thing i want to achive..one of it will be...i will try to update my blog more frequently ( yeah..i've been a little bit malas lately..not that i did not try..tapi ada ja halangannya cewahhh) and the rest of it i will be posting in in my blog troughout the year. Okay..enough of this..have a wonderful year ahead to everyone..and may god be with us wherever we are. Happy New Year!

ps: the pics was taken at the Northeastern T stop on 31 Dec 1995. We were waiting for the T to go Boston Harbour for the 1996 New Year Firework show.That was the day when we decided to go steady ...by the way please ignore my big eyeglasses ..what was i thinking?*??@

Monday, November 05, 2007

Suara Kekasih

i am not a big fan of Ogy..but do enjoyed her old movies masa zaman2 ali setan, suara kekasih and azura. Last nite they aired Suara Kekasih at Channel 9. It was so touching love story..even though i watched it for thousand times, the feel is still there. Cinta tak semestinya bersatu..


Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Selamat Hari Raya

Sempena bulan Syawal yang mulia ni harap2 masih belum terlambat untuk kami sekeluarga ucapkan "Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir Batin". Jemputlah ke rumah kalau nak rasa kuih raya ...ada kuih tunjuk ada kuih buat sendiri hehehe..Tahun ni turn raya kat my hometown Alor Setar. Seronok la...alhamdulillah dapat jumpa semua sanak saudara...plan nak jumpa kawan2 pulak terbantut sebab banyak masalah teknikal..tak ada rezeki nak jumpa..insyallah lain kali no. Gambar raya kali ni banyak yang tak cukup syarat..pasalnya budak2 dua orang tu berebut nak jadi cameraman/woman..jadi adalah gambar yg senget situ sini..gambar yg tak da kepala...dan macam2 lagi. Anyway..nanti i will upload a few more buat tatapan semua. Selamat Hari Raya!

Thursday, September 27, 2007

Cerita di bulan ramadan

Assalamualaikum...diam tak diam dah masuk hari yang ke 15 kita di bulan ramadan ni. Cepat sungguh masa berlalu. Harap2 tu kita semua telah memperolehi sedikit sebanyak keberkatan dari bulan yang mulia ini. Sepanjang bulan ramadan ini, alhamdulillah segala urusan telah berjalan dengan lancar. Jika tahun lepas, aqeelah berjaya berpuasa selama 11 hari tahun ini dia berazam untuk berpuasa sebanyak yang mungkin. Setakat hari ini, alhamduliilah baru 2 hari dia ponteng. Haaziq..buat masa ni tak lagi puasa...dia baru 4 tahun ...bagi dia lagi 2 tahun insyallah mungkin masa umurnya 6 tahun bolehlah dia bermula berlatih puasa. Tapi dialah yang yang paling sibuk tiap kali waktu berbuka. Selalunya kami akan buka siaran TV1 untuk mendengar azan maghrib...dan Haaziq akan menjerit-jerit bagitau " dah azan dah azan....". Hafeez pun nak jugak menyibuk...
anyway..bulan puasa ni memang selalu teingatkan masakan mak. hmmm favourite sekali mesti cucuq udang, kanji, cara berlauk, laksa...and banyak lagi. Actually bukan tak boleh buat sendiri or beli cuma tak sama la rasanya. Contohnya cucuq udang..kalau kat sini org cicah dengan sos cili ja..kalau mak buat mesti ada kuah kacang..ada taukua (tauhu) goreng, timun and sengkuang..., laksa plak..kat kedah ada laksa teluk kecai...tapi kat sini..konon orang selalu cakap laksa utara..tapi amatlah jauuuh bezanya...hmm kalau sahur mak selalu masak daging goreng kering.. dah try buat tapi tak jugak jadi/rasa cam tu ...heheh itulah magic ayaq tangan mak kan...
ingat lagi masa dulu2..kalau mak buat kuih berbuka mesti buat lebih ..lepas tu pukul 6-630ptg mulalah berhantar kat jiran sebelah menyebelah..ada la kat 5 buah rumah kami berhantar..seronok masa tu..nanti mesti dapat balas macam2 kuih.. yang syoknya tu kuih yang orang hantar macam sedap sangat padahal sebenarnya biasa ja hehehe...masa duduk rumahs ewa dulu..kejiranan tu ok la juagk ada jugak yang masih berhantar..masa hari cuti ka..tapi kawasan rumah baru ni..nampaknya macam tak ada pun jiran yang sebegitu. ada pun sorang je..yang lelain tu bayang pun tak nampak...semuanya sibuk..hmm agaknya nanti masa2 depan zaman anak cucu kita tah ada ke tak lagi hantar menghantar makanan masa bulan puasa kan..
Dalam bulan ramadan jugak yang menyeronokkan adalah sembahyang terawih. Seronok tengok orang ramai2 pergi sembahyang terawih. . Pengalaman yang paling tak boleh lupa masa terawih kat Slim River. Masa tu tengah buat kursus english kat CML...kami semua tinggal kat rumah kedai..dibawah tu petang2 ada pasar ramadan...senang la nak membeli belah. Malam pi terawih kat masjid slim river yang letaknya kat tepi jalan. Kelakar bila tengok sorang2 ngan telekung jalan tepi jalan raya besar nak pi sembahyang terawih..Sekarang kalau nak terawih pun kat rumah saja..sebab Hafeez kecik lagi tak de org nak jaga....
Hmm..seronok kenang zaman dulu2 berpuasa..lain dari sekarang bila dah berkeluarga..rindu pun ada bila pikir2kan masa2 tu..Moga-moga kita semua memperolehi keberkatan dari NYA dibulan yang mulia ini....selamat meneruskan ibadah puasa!

Thursday, September 13, 2007

8 years ago....

September 4, 1999 ...time flies but our love stays! Happy Anniversary Dear. Looking forward for more wonderful years ahead.


mak oii banyaknya labuci..tak percaya i pakai that wedding dress..tapi at that time itu ja yang ada and within my budget. MD cakap sebelum akad nikah tu, tuk imam ada tanya dia makna perkataan "muhasabah" ka "muzakarah"...and he could not answer it. Nasib tuk imam baik hati terangkan kat dia heheh. Alhamdulillah dengan satu lafaz dah selamat kami diijabkabulkan. Doakan jodoh ini berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

updates!!

mak oiii dah berabuk n bersawang nya this blog..mintak maaf banyak2 la ya to those yg drop by this past few months..nak kata busy, tak ada masa ..hmm tak la jugak...tak de idea?? ya la jugak..insyallah will try my best to update the blog..tunggu naa

Thursday, June 21, 2007

what will be will be

"Que sera sera
What will be will be"
Exactly 9 years ago i graduated from Northeastern University in Boston. It was such a wonderful day. Graduated with Bachelor of Science degree in Business Management, i had so many plans at that time. If you had ask me that very moment, where do i see myself in 9-10 years ? My answers would be happily married with kids, nice home and working (read:careerwoman). Alhamdulillah...all my dreams come true except one. Yupp you got it right..it has never cross my mind 9 years ago that, i will be a full time housewife. The least that i thought i would be, kerja few years then after a while maybe in the 40s i would retire...i had to put up (pekak kan telinga) with lots of comments especially with close relatives and people i met when i told them am a fulltime housewife with degree. Regret? No ...not at all. But tipulah if i said i never think about it at all. There were days when i would imagine how's life would be the other way around...tapi Allah SWT lebih mengetahui. Maybe this is my path..kita hanya boleh merancang tapi hanya dengan ketentuanNYA barulah ia tercapai..
Anyway,..before i go on and on...just want to wish my dearest friend Aminah...( in the 2nd pic with MD and me) happy birthday...her birthday is on June 20 same day with our commencement. Hope she is well..coz lately dia senyap je..keeping low profile??


By the way...i graduated that day not only with an honor degree but with MD on my side too! 2 dalam 1.
"now i have children of my own
they ask their mama what would they be?"
will i be pretty, will i be rich
i tell them tenderly"
que sera sera...what will be will be.."












Monday, June 18, 2007

Friday, April 20, 2007


My brothers came down for a visit and spent the weekend at my place. Kids surely had lots..tonnes of fun splashing in the big really BIG swimming pool (we did not fill up the water though...coz it will take forever..)..then we went to see Eye on Malaysia..Haaziq, being the only boy (kid) ropa2nya yg paling penakut. He refused to go onto the carrier. It was fun afer all. I remembered 4 yrs ago, we went to see Eye of London(EOL)..Haaziq was 1 mths old at time time..(yupp tak habis lagi pantang tapi stil pergi jalan)..we did not ride the EOL because there were too many people..estimated time of queing was about 1-2 hrs..It is similar to EOM just that EOL much..much bigger..i bet the view must be fantastic from up there..well maybe next time la..

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

the birth of Muhammad Hafeez

Alhamdulillah..thank you to Allah SWT, everything went well on the day Muhammad Hafeez was born. I had mild contractions that morning and furthermore my doctor wanted me to check in that day so we went to the hospital around 930am. Settling down in my room while entertaining the kids as well as the contractions every 30 mins apart. MD decided to sent kids home for lunch and Aqeelah cried because she wanted to stay with me..it was quite sad to see them like that but they had to go home. MD came back after that and stayed with me until the baby came out. Around 330pm, the contractions became closer and sakkkkiiitt..the nurse asked me whether I wanted to take any pain relief like epidural or pethadine. Cehh ngan machonya..am still ok..will let u know if I cant hold it any longer. 15 mins after that, told MD to call the nurse and asked her how long is gonna be? She said lambat lagi la..WITHOUT checking my opening pun.. I was like..ok..if that the case, then I need my jab right now!!!..10 mins after that, Dr. Fatimah came in, very calm n sweet la this doctor, and she was telling me about epidural bla bla bla..then suddenly she said..Ma..i think u can forget about epidural now..coz the baby is coming..and yes after 1 big push at 4.07..Muhammad Hafeez was safely born weighed at 3.35kg.. slightly smaller than abg Haaziq. I was given 2 small stitches. Went home the day after that and am so glad that my parents were there to help me with the kids. Hafeez settled quite well, just couple of nites yg dia buat hal tak nak tidur malam..apart from that, alhamdulillah he’s been a good boy. As for me, I got enough bed rest, and yes this time around the stitches was not that bad. Cuma badan ja rasa letih2 n lenguh2..maybe because my body dah aging kut heheh..after 3 days of urut-mengurut session..felt much better. As usual, my confinement will last up until 44 days..where am not allowed to eat certain foods like yang sejuk2, berangin,pedas2.. no cold drinks, bertungku etc.
To sum up, it was not so bad experience giving birth n pantang this time and who knows I might give it another go ..;o) but not in the near future..maybe 3-4 yrs lagi insyallah..Hafeez will be 2 mths old in few days. He's already smiling and adapting well with his busy body kakak n abang. He loves taking his bath and being mummy's co-pilot in the car. Last n not least, thank you for all your warm wishes and for visiting Hafeez n me.

Saturday, March 24, 2007

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

funny n silly



MD bought them the practical jokes set...and here they are posing it for mummy's blog!

Thursday, February 08, 2007

belum sampai masa

what would you do or feel when the opportunity you've been waiting for so long is just a step away but.... you have to let it go??..They called me last Tuesday to ask whether am still interested with KPLI. Apparently...i was choosen for the second intake session which start last Monday...I was speechless for a few minutes then reality struck me...i cant...am about to pop in few more days ( to be exact lagi 10 hari)..yg menambahkan kesedihan..the teaching institute is just around the corner of Bangi..approx. 10 mins from home..memang very-very convienence for me. If i have to go somewhere else far, maybe i wont feel that bad to let it go...it really wasnt meant to be...MD pun rasa a bit sedih but then he reminded me that insyallah there will be a better opportunity for me waiting in the future.

As for now..am a bit anxious and nervous as the EDD is just few days away. Haaziq and Aqeelah are excited that every day they asked about the baby...semua preparation dah siap..actually there are not much to prepare since aqeelah and haaziq baby's stuffs banyak..just little bit here and there yg nak kena tambah. I had diferent birth experience with my two kids. Aqeelah was born in Kedah Medical Center, Alor Setar..( coz i was too afraid of giving birth in South Africa-- yup MD)..she was induced and the labour was not that long..tapiii sakitt woo kena induced. Haaziq on the other hand, arrived right on the due date and this time the nurses at Norwich and Norfolk University Hopsital, UK said..let nature do it course..no induced what so ever. The first stage of labour was about 6 hrs but as soon as my water bag burst..Haaziq dah selamat keluar. He weighed 3.515kg. Aqeelah was a bit smaller..2.95kg. And for my third baby...doctor said it's going to be around 3kg +. My belly is huge..--well that's what i think..but most people who see me will said.."keciknya perut..baru berapa bulan" heheheh....kecik...macam ikan paus adalah..hahah..anyway...wish me luck..doakan semuanya berjalan dengan mudah dah lancar..

Friday, January 26, 2007

….i just want to salammm

the other day we went to parkson..saja jalan2 cuci mata..haaziq as usual like to run here and there exploring this and that..but once a while he will check up to see where his mama..and same goes with me. Anyway..i was looking at this nice handbags..pompuan..pi mana2 pun handbags jugak yg dia suka tengok..tetiba..tak dengar suara haaziq. I looked around and saw him holding the mannequin hand…tak gerak2..hmmm something’s wrong…tetiba..dia jerit..mama..help..help..his hand was still holding the mannequin..asked him..what’s wrong? Terus dia nangis and said..his hand come out..rupa2nya..tangan mannequin tu tercabut dari pergelangan tangan..agaknya haaziq mesti dah pusing2 kan tangan tu..sekali tercabut and he was so scared. It was so hilariously when I saw his face..and siap usik2 lagi dia…agaknya dia makin takut and terus lepaskan tangan tu ..sampai sakit perut ketawakan dia. In the end, helped him put back the hand and he was so scared after that terus ajak balik..hehhe..Asked him later..what are you trying to do boy? He said..” I just want to salammm”..Haaziq..Haaziq…puas kena gelak ngan mama

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

..into her independent world


this is Aqeelah 3rd week at school. Alhamdulillah she is settling very well. I dont have to wait for her during recess time anymore. She made lots of new friends and seems to enjoy herself very much. Her schedule is quite tight with her KAFA in the morning and school session in the afternoon. She looks tired though and sometimes has hard time to wake up in the morning..well who could blame her..memang memenatkan..but she'll get used to it just like any other kids. On the other hand....her mummy felt so sunyi now that she's no longer at home. Am so used to have her around ...and now she'e no longer here. The house seems so empty. I used to complain before this that i dont have enough "me time"..and now when i do have the "me time" rasa macam something missing ...i miss my kids..hmm macam2 la jadi mummy ni kan..and there's no way i could stop them from growing up..especially when they are growing to become a better person.

Monday, January 15, 2007

Alahai anak omak...

Between anak perempuan and lelaki yg mana satu lagi manja? Hmm myself have both girl and boy ..and I think my boy, Haaziq lagi manja compare to his sister. This is not new. I’ve been told by few people about “kemanjaan” Haaziq. At the age of 3-4 he still sleeps with us while kakak on the other hand dah master sleeping on her own . Kakak managed herself very well the first time we sent her to playschool ..but Haaziq..siap peluk2 mummy lagi …he even gave in his sweeties just to stay home with me..And whenever he lost in any games..tak kira la..apa2 pun for example: Kakak finished her food first..he will cry saying “ me want to finish fisrt” when all the while bukan nya dia makan pun…asyik tengok tv ja.

Yesterday, MD had to attend his team building camp for 3 days 2 nite. So we all sent him to his bus. And this konon “big boy” cried when he saw his daddy went on the bus. Menangis teresak2.. “me want daddy home!!!” all the way home…puas la si kakak memujuk…macam2 la dijanjikan…nak pergi kedai la, nak beli toy la..satu pun tak jadi. Kakak herself, nampak bergenang jugak air mata tu, but she controlled it well.Hmm I wonder..what if mummy yang kena pergi kursus for few days?...